CHANGES

( & this is exactly how I work ^ lmbo jk)

I have decided that I am going to go back to work! Yes I know I really thought too that I would be able to be a SAHM...but sheesh with all this downhill economy and stuff...I feel like I need to help my family out and work atleast til January. Pulu just started at Delta and he can't pick up hours until after Thanksgiving...and I was like hmmm that isn't gonna cut it for me! So I decided at that moment and looking at alll our bills and account, that I need to do this for my family! I feel good about the decision I made, and I am optimistic about it. It's actually been on my mind ever since Selini was born as to if I should go back to work or not. It's a really hard thing to think about. Especially when I have to take care of a little one!! But once I get my answer, I know without a doubt it's the right choice. I don't even second guess it. Pulu didn't want me to go back to work, he kept saying that we would be fine, and that things will be ok. But when I told him this time, he said ok..he always knows when to just let me be, because he knows I have been praying for answers and he can always tell when I have received it. So he said ok. I am talking to my boss today and she's gonna give me some options. I however don't want her to find me some work, I would like to stay busy. So if she doesn't have anything for me during the day...I will look for something else that's temporary. So if any of you out there reading my blog know of any temp/seasonal jobs hiring let me know. But I'll keep ya posted on what my work says. I'm grateful for all that we have, and I know it's time for me to do my part to helping our family get on our toes :) IT's been a struggle but I count my blessings! I don't know how I stayed so happy during these past 8 months with Pulu not being able to fully provide for our family, I know a lot of it had to do with the Lord, and another part of it I think was focusing all my energy on exercising. My hubby and kids have been very supportive, and I think that my gift of having patience was truly tested and tried!! haha but I overcame and now I'm ready to make some changes :)