Since babys birth, it's time for me to recover. Well recovery is going okay. But when I was in the hospital my back hurt soo bad!! I had the epidural and I thought I would be fine, cause I had the epidural with Jay too and my back didn't even hurt, but this time around!!!>....OUCH for 2 days it hurt. I'm good now. But who can remember the days with the ice packs, squirt bottle, and pads!! Yeah not too fun when I have to go to the bathroom for 20 mins!!! lmbo Today it's been 5 days and I feel really good. I still have ligament pains here and there when I get up out of bed. Selini is doing good, she does have her days and nights mixed up so that sucks! But I am gonna try and get that resolved. Yesterday I gave her a sponge bath and it wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. She didn't like it, but she smells really good!! hahaha Oh yeah my breasts are soo engorged!! Yes and it is not a comfy feeling. Since I don't breastfeed (and that's another story on why) my milk has come in and I look like Pamela Anderson X10!! lol...sleeping isn't very comfy!! All in all tho, I am walking, cleaning, and really enjoying my lil bundle of joy. My kids are a real huge help to me! Especially Ariana. She loves to feed her sister, hold her, get ne thing I ask her to get. Diaper changing isn't there for them yet, but I'll get em to do it one of these days!! lol...Pulu is so good. He works in the mornings and he'll still get up and make her a bottle and then I'll wake up and tell him to give her to me and to go back to sleep. He's such a BIG BIG help for me. I'm so glad he never complains about feeding, changing, or cleaning so that I can rest. We also have been getting food sent over from Relief Society and the meals are delicious! I'm so grateful for them, they are truly life savers. Also my neighbors, which is my bro Bubs and his wife Klarah have been so good to us. Klarah comes over everyday just to hold Selini for a lil while. It's so cute. They are the greatest neighbors ever! My in laws are so special too because they come here right after they get off work and pick up my kids and take em somewhere so I can sleep. All these blessings of recovery are things I will always remember. Thank you all for making my recovery a fast and easy one. I appreciate all that I have, and the wonderful people in our lives!!
