32 weeks and 4 days!!

I took my mom with me to my doctors appt. I go in every two weeks now, and I hate it...cause they just take my weight and blood pressure....So I gained 4 lbs in two weeks!!! I am so mad at myself! l0l...Cannot believe that, I mean sheesh that's a lot to gain in 2 weeks! So I'm officially gonna start watching what I eat...I mean I'm almost pushing the 200 mark and I've never been that big, even with Ariana, I gained 60 lbs and was at 184 at 9months! So yeah hopefully I don't gain too much more or else I'll have so much to lose! For some reason today my tummy looks extra huge!! ANYWHO my midwife said everything's fine, my next appt is on the 26th and that's when they'll really be watching me. I can't believe I'm almost ready to have this baby!! It seems so sureal to me cause I haven't had a baby for a looong time. I'm excited, nervous, and nervous! lol... My due date is July 3rd and that's literally in like 7 weeks...it seems so far, but so close. I hope I can be ready with everything by then! I won't be having a shower cause hello this is my 3rd, but I know my mother in law will hook it up, and of course my sis in laws. My sister gave me a ton of clothes all ready! Thank you sis, and one of my BF's Ane came over and gave me tons of clothes, blankets and stuff. So thank u gals! I guess this is my stage where I freak out and start cleaning, and organizing, and *itch about everything and nothing!! LOL...Pregnancy is hard!! BUTTTT worth it. I can't wait to meet my lil bundle of joy, I love her all ready!!